HELLO.

i'm really bored now so i decided to blog. and i don't know what to blog about.

ballet today was loads better. my doubles were much better. and i was perspiring like hell. cos i worked really hard ! HAHA. i don't know whether i should take intermediate this year or next year. cos i'm not sure whether i'm ready and have enough stamina for this grade. this grade is really tough, and i'm definately don't want to fail or get pass. i won't be able to accept a fail or pass. no way.

plus, i don't think anyone's taking this year. maybe germaine but she said she won't take if i don't. yeah. so; how ? this grade's barre's super long, like 20 over exercises ? and allgro and adage and pointe. which is the killer. i might just faint in the examination room.

so, GOD, how ? i want to take, and yet, at the same time, i don't want to. cos i know how angry and upset with myself i'll get if i don't get the marks i want. but i don't want to waste one year. i need God's help and advise. and some people's opinions, would be much appreciated :D

life is unpredictable.
not like those drama serials which are so predictable.
where you know what's gona happen next.
life is not so simple.
those dramas are just make believe.
why can't real life be like that ?
oh well, RENEE, accept life !