And so typically

Sunday, June 7, 2009

I'll set you free.

Blogger sucks, seriously. I'm switching to Xanga permanently, so relink me if you want to. If you don't, it doesn't matter cos seriously I don't care about blogging yeah. Thanks.

Dear You,

I'm sure you've noticed, things have changed drastically. You've changed, I've changed, everything's different now. This matter has been going on for forever, and no one has stepped up to say something about it. I can't take it any longer. During that period of time, I felt so insecure, it was when I needed someone most, but you didn't really seem to realise what was going on. You just got on with your life. You were so so selfish. Now, you've gotta know that I have other friends too and I'm not gonna let them go just because of you. Back then, I admit I was being a jerk, I was selfish and didn't care about how you think. I've apologised many times, from the bottom of my heart, but you just didn't seem to care much. We have to end this. No doubt, you've hurt me so badly, but I'll never forget those times. I still cherish you and those times spent together, and I thank you for the memories. I still have mixed feelings about you. Angry and bitter, but yet remembering the good 'ol times. I'm gonna stop being selfish, I'm letting you go.

Things may change, but for now, Goodbye.
.

I'm selfish as selfish comes
You're giving me a run for my money, honey

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Unpleasant.

Why am I finding it so hard to let go.
Tell me why.

Change
–verb (used without object)
9. to become different: Overnight the nation's mood changed.
10. to become altered or modified: Colors change if they are exposed to the sun.
11. to become transformed or converted (usually fol. by into): The toad changed into a prince again.
12. to pass gradually into (usually fol. by to or into): Summer changed to autumn.
13. to make a change or an exchange: If you want to sit next to the window, I'll change with you.
14. to transfer between trains or other conveyances: We can take the local and change to an express at the next stop.
15. to change one's clothes: She changed into jeans.
16. (of the moon) to pass from one phase to another.
17. (of the voice) to become deeper in tone; come to have a lower register: The boy's voice began to change when he was thirteen.

I'm selfish as selfish comes
You're giving me a run for my money, honey

Saturday, May 30, 2009

We walk.

The holidays are here!!
Which means mugging (urgh don't remind me), Gale's concert, Dance (...) and many outings! Hehe. So many people I needa catch up with man. Ekgr's going to Escape and Botanic Gardens! (HAHA TO ENJOY NATURE WITH THE TEACHERS) The dancers are planning an Escape trip too! And I needa go to Madewithlove with Jamie! And shopping! And Arcade-ing with Jolyn! (most probably, for fun. haha.) I have a love-hate relationship with holidays.

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I'm selfish as selfish comes
You're giving me a run for my money, honey

Monday, May 25, 2009

Sleeep.

After Dance yesterday, met mum at Central. Had Pasta de Waraku for lunch, which was nice. Met my sister and shopped a bit. I bought a dress and a pair of shoes (: Went for ballet and did Inter Found with the Inter found people. I couldn't really rmbr anything. Did the Dance thingy for half and hour. Met my sister and wiated for my grandfather to pick us. After dinner, my sis, cousin and I went to Gelare. I haven't eaten Gelare since forever!

Jolyn and I just finished the Language Arts thing. Heh.

I'm selfish as selfish comes
You're giving me a run for my money, honey

Friday, May 22, 2009

halo, halo, halo

My Blogger's dead, my Xanga is dead, I'm pretty much dead too. From the FOUR crazy projects we have and the crazy deadlines. They should give us a break, seriously. We ain't robots. OKAY ANYWAY, Light and Beauty the past 2 days was awesome! Freaking fun! Had National Young Women Leaders Day talk thing today @ Rock Audi! Haha, my wonderful church 8D It was rather boring at some parts, and poorly organized. Lunch was just a chaotic and crazy mess. Pepper Lunch suckz, period.

and I don't know how it gets better than this
you take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
and I don't know why but with you I'd dance
in the storm with my best dress, fearless

I'm selfish as selfish comes
You're giving me a run for my money, honey

Friday, May 15, 2009

you'll come

2.4 today just sucked, really. ANYWAY, went out with my dear primary school buddies today! Jeslyn, Esther, Ruth! On the way back home, we were talking about times in primary 6, like all the crazy people-ness. And sigh, I reallllllllly miss my P6 class! Looking back, our class was really bonded, especially at the end of the year. All the Bossini drama/Christina and Wilson's big fight/Allson's Bai Wei thing and everything! We all need to meet up man, seriously. Lunched @ Pastamania, walked around, Yami Yogurt. Despite the limited time, it was awesome. Just like the old times (:

You'll come, let Your glory fall,
as You respond to us
Spirit rain, flood into our thirstly hearts again
You'll come

chains be broken
lifes be healed
eyes be opened
Christ is revealed

I'm selfish as selfish comes
You're giving me a run for my money, honey

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Crazy.

Super drained today. Ahhhhhh. Our PW's really screwed up! Haha. But my group members are awesomez. We spent the whole period explaining to Tanya/YL where Jolyn's house is. Hahahah. It was hilarious. Yingling kept talking about the Edward something hahaha. They made me laugh so much! After PW, went to bug Ms Lin for the Math test marks and I PASSED! Whoo! 23/30 which is an A1! Thank God! He's a living God who answers prayers indeed ;)

Thanks Jayne (Kook Lam) for the belated birthday card! Haha I still love you blur queen!

I'm selfish as selfish comes
You're giving me a run for my money, honey

Sunday, May 10, 2009

HAPPY!

Mother's Day!

My sis and I made a huge card for my Mum yesterday. With like all the old goofy hair+clothes photos. It turned out super nice! :D

Church today was good, celebrated Pastor Prince's birthday with a huge cake and all. It was cool :D Ate at Tony Roma's, food was good. Went to Taka/Paragon cos my Dad wanted to buy my Mum a wallet. In the end he bought her a Miumiu wallet and he bought me the NUM bag I wanted! And he's gona buy my sister something. Sandals from Banana Republic/Pedder Red? HAHA. Thanks Dad! :D

Whee.

I'm selfish as selfish comes
You're giving me a run for my money, honey